Second, I do not want to show that I am a flaming homosexual and I want to play it cool. Then they start stripping their clothes and here I am starting to panic since I never experienced being in commando or being naked in public especially with my newfound friends. Xxnx I already know that I am gay but I am still in the closet since I get beat up when I made some snarky, feminine gestures at school and it is an all-boys catholic school. We have two wonderful months to enjoy the white sandy beach & immaculate tropical waterfalls just a few towns away. I was going to ask him about the games and stuff they are competing about and how it all started. Chuck is welcoming and wants me to enjoy their camaraderie but I sensed that he wants more from me or
