Several years ago, I was in my early 40’s and freshly divorced after a 10 year marriage fell apart, primarily due to a lack of sex, none for over 5 years, attributable to my wife cheating on me with a co-worker for nearly the entire marriage. I discovered this by sneaking a look at her unlocked phone and finding messages and pictures. I was on my own, unbelievably horny, but having been out of the game for so long, I was at a loss as to how to even start. I had no interest in a relationship and only wanted a hookup, a lot harder to find. I spent a ton of time online, watching porn and masturbating, really yearning for the real thing. As time passed, I explored more and more types of porn to get off, which I think is the norm for guys in my situation, but
