It was unspeakably radiant and beautiful, like a warm rain on a sunny day, scattering diamonds across the planet. It was really quiet. xnx Fourth Draft of an Autobiography
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I suddenly noticed how cold it was in the car. I’d cheated him out of a son! I ground my teeth. I had only one good eye, but the tears came just the same. We sat to each other silently; me with horror painted on my face, and him, looking into the air and thinking God-knows-what about me…. That had caught me off guard. He’d bring my car in the morning. I jumped, startled to be suddenly under his gaze. I increased our tempo, pumping myself readily into him, wanting those uncontrollable squeaks and moans that escaped him to grow into groans of pleasure.