I took the pills and swallowed them down with the wine cooler. Xxx He stood up and even though I couldn’t see him I knew he was getting undressed. And I understand it was late in the afternoon. The tears were a cconstant river down my face now. Daddy stopped me. It was wet. I couldn’t sit up. I screamed but I’m not sure it even left my lips. I couldn’t stop him. We set up the tent and made a fire circle out of rocks from the river. I had only drank with him once before and drugs hadn’t been ever been mentioned. I knew better than to disobey. Whatever pills my father had given me had made my body really warm so the coolness of the water was shocking. He forced me onto my stomache and shoved the bottle further inside me.




















