The excitement on Elena’s face and the way she squeals with happiness is absolutely adorable and just as I’m thinking about how cute she is she rushes forward wraps her arms around me pulling me tight against her and then kisses me. “Yeah I guess so. xnx I love you Riley.” She says with a soft laugh before telling me she loves me with the sound of her saying my name making me feel all kinds of things. I’m basking in the joy of our love for each other when I have a sudden intrusive thought that brings tears to my eyes, what happens when I have to go home and I can’t be with Elena anymore, will I go back to the old me who only cared about herself or will I not even be able to do that and end up spending my time
