I then closed the dooor and watched Ronald walk in and look around the kitchen. Xxnx That’s just a reality I “choose” to live with. I then went inside my apartment and sat at the kitchen table listening to the muffeled sound from outside and watching the kitchen clock on the wall. I tried to think of touching girls (them) and having them love me back but I didn’t feel anything inside that made me want to go find a girl even my age to be with. He was just excited to see me strip down to my underwear now. I went to the door and opened it slowly hesitating to open it and at the same time desiring to see his smiling face.

Actors:
Herschel Savage / Katie St Ives



















