I turn automatically and throw a punch at him, that he ducks and backs away. “They said she was in a car accident, she’s gotta be ok right, I mean not on fucking Christmas eve, she’s going to be ok,” I ramble out in one long spurt, and just mumble the last 5 words to myself, the rest of the way to the hospital. Xxnx My hands are shaking so bad, I can barely write, as Terrance grabs the clipboard and fill the forms out for me. I grab a beer and walk back into the living room, glancing at the clock wondering where Tony is. That is how most of a city, is fooled by me. We jump into his car, and he screeches out of the parking space heading to the hospital. “I told you motherfucker, you’d better kill me,” I say kneeling down
