Despite everything I’ve done to him, he was still nice towards me and I realized I still loved him…if you could call what I’ve been feeling as “love.”
I didn’t want to go through that phase of crazy, Taylor Swift-like actions, so I tried to drown out my feelings for him by avoiding him. “I thought we were friends. Xxx You’re just being bitter.”
Yes, I was being bitter and I still am. “I thought we were friends. Matt is one of the hottest dudes in the school with a smile that can make your heart melt. I told myself “I’m ruined.” That text…what if someone saw it? If you ever heard of the saying “kill your enemies with kindness,” that’s how our relationship has been since then.
