Tears billowed from my eyes at the thought. I didn’t care anymore who did it. Xxnx This was all or nothing. What little water I had in my body, my head now laid in. Why wouldn’t this go away? Six in the evening. I would do something in the morning. If I broke it, someone might check on me. I reached out to my clock. I wanted Camryn. I fell asleep. My mouth was so dry. Fuck me! “Help,” a weak cry was all that came out. They were loud; maybe it was Camryn coming over to see if I was mad. It hurt her to walk home; I made her walk home all alone, knowing that I was mad at her. I stared at it. Four hours of serene sleep. I tried not to think. I rolled over as she closed my bedroom door.
